Jhon Mak

کراچی سے ڈاکٹر وسیم آفندی صاحب بتاتے ہیں کہ چند دن پہلے میرے پاس ایک نوجوان کو لایا گیا تھا جسے سر پر گولی لگی تھی خون بہت زیادہ بہہ چکا تھا مگر نوجوان کے حواس ابھی قائم تھے۔  میری یونیفارم دیکھ کر اس نے مجھ سے التجا کی کہ ڈاکٹر صاحب میری موت کی خبر میرے گھر والوں کو نہ دیجئے گا اور ساتھ ہی میرے سامنے ہاتھ جوڑ دئیے تھے۔ مجھے حیرت تھی کہ میں اسے بچانے کے لیے پر امید تھا اور وہ شخص یقینی موت دیکھ کر بات کر رہا تھا۔ خیر میں نے اسے تسلی دی اور آپریشن تھیٹر پہنچے جہاں اسے بیہوش کرنے کے لئے انجیکشن دیا گیا اور ساتھ ہی میں اس کی روداد بھی سنتا رہا۔ کہانی سناتے سناتے لڑکا بیہوش ہو گیا اور اسی بیہوشی کے دوران اس کی موت ہو گئی مگر اس کے موت مجھے جھنجوڑ کر رکھ گئی شاید پڑھنے والوں کو بھی جھنجوڑ دے اس لئیے واقعہ بتا رہا ہوں کہ جب لڑکے نے التجا کی کہ میری موت کی خبر میرے گھر والوں کو نہ دیجئے گا بلکہ لاش ایدھی سینٹر یا چھیپا کے حوالے کر دیجئیے گا تو میں نے اس سے پوچھا ایسی کیا وجہ ہے۔؟ اس نے بتایا کہ میرے والد صاحب فوت ہو چکے ہیں میری تین چھوٹی بہنیں ہیں جنہوں نے پچھلے دو دن سے کچھ ...

O k so first thing first is I have a house. And I do absolutely nothing with it. It just sits there. I don't live there and i don't want anybody else to live there either. Why? Because when u rent your property to the public that same public that you rented to will do more damage to your property then good collecting rent money. Meaning it will cost you more to repair what they broke then what you made collecting rent from them. But this year in 2023 I decided to make some type of adjustments. I decided to at least go ahead and see about getting the lights turned on over there. And get some estimates on how much it would cost to paint the whole house inside and out.  N ext for my new year changes I decided to start saving my money instead of goofing off. And so far that seems to be going pretty well. I'm normally real good at saving when I really set my mind to it. When I set my mind on something and I become determined that's when i become a success at it. ...

S o it's been a long time since I last posted but today I thought I would post a topic that has been on my mind for about 2 days. So here goes. Yesterday I found out from social media that a person that has been kind of a family enemy to me for years has died and has been dead for a little over a year. And now after finding that out I'm like....hmmmm how am I suppose to feel about it? Am I suppose to jump for joy? No not really. That's not really how I feel...am I suppose to laugh? No not really thats not how I feel.....am I suppose to feel sorry for that person hell nah I don't feel that either because that person never felt sorry for me....so how am I suppose to feel?  L et me give u a little inside back story about myself and this person. This person is the child of the spouse that my parent married.  A nd this person is not my parent's child. But yet every since age 16 this person has been doing nothing but trying their best to push the r...

T hese blogs are true snippets of my life. I suffer with depression and anxiety so as part of my therapy I have decided to post blogs of event's in my life. I t hard to explain why I feel like this. I started to feel down when I got to secondary school so that would be eleven. I felt like an outcast at secondary school. I used to think was I the only one to feel like this. I suppose I was tired of being different to everyone else. I was a put into care as a baby and by the time I was four years of age I had already been in 4-5 foster homes. At four I had been in the same foster home for six weeks and started primary school. Primary school for me was not OK as I found it hard to mix with other children my age. I can recall one time at primary I really wanted to fit in. We where put into colour tables white, blue and green ect. Anyway that does not matter. On my table where the popular kids and one day they asked me to pick on another child on the table opposite ours. I d...

I  feel you. Throughout the past month, you’ve been creeping in again slowly but surely. Your filthy grip is attempting to hold me down. You’re like the one fly that I can’t seem to kill. There are days when I think you’ve flown away and other days I can’t keep you away from me. T hroughout the years you’ve hit me in waves. There was a time when I didn’t think I’d see my 15th birthday, but I did. I went on to see my 16th and 17th birthday and so on. Now, I’ll be damned if I don’t see my 25th, 26th, and 27th birthdays and all of my birthdays after that. Y ou cause me to sleep all day and night or don’t allow me to sleep at all. Simple things like going to eat or showering become difficult. Missing church and support group has become a habit instead of a rare occurrence. I go to class looking like a zombie and count the minutes until it is over. If I’m having a difficult time just trying to eat and shower, what makes you think I do things I loved every day? M y clothes ha...

Kuch auratay jin say nikah haraam hai : 1. Agar kisi mard nay doosray mard (baligh ya nabaligh) kay saath failay haram kiya ho to us (doosray admi) ki maa, behan aur beti is (pehlay shakhs) kay upar haram e moabbad ho jati hai. 2. Agar kisi shakhs nay shauhardar aurat kay saath zina kiya to ab yeh mard aur aurat ek doosray kay liyay haram-e-muabbad hai.Kabhi bhi ek doosray  say shaadi nahi kar saktay , chaahay us aurat ka shauhar mar jayay ya uska talaaq ho jaaye.Yeh aurat doosray mardo say nikah kar sakti hai lekin is mard say nahi.Jabki maashray ka nizam hai kay is aurat ka nikah usi shakhs say ho jisnay uski zindagi barbaad ki. Islam kehta hai yeh dono hamesha kay liye ek doosray kay liye haraam hai. * Lekin agar kunwari ladki ya bewa say zina kiya tab dono ek doosray say shaadi kar saktay hai. 3. Agar kisi mard nay ek aurat kay saath zina kiya to us aurat ki beti kay saath shaadi karnay ka     masala -i.e agar ek shakhs nay saas say failay haram kiya ...